but I am the purpliest, sparkliest one!
Dude, I am drinking coffee today. It’s wreaking havoc on my insides, but I am THAT desperate that I am drinking coffee. I have not slept in three nights, what’s up with that I don’t know. I think it’s the weather, it’s been really warm for the end of November. Stupid changes in barometric pressure always mess me up.
…. if course that was written almost 4 hours ago, and then stupid work got in the way. Rude, I tell you. The coffee has since given me the shakes and it’s hard to hold a pen or type without making a billion more typos than I normally make.
I wish my nose would stop running. It’s only running on the right side though, what the heck is up with that? My runny nose is proof that my migraine thing is mainly sinus related. I’m not really stuffy, just runny with immense sinus pain. I also have stomach cramps from the coffee.
I’m just a big ol’ mess today.
Have I mentioned how much I dislike my job. When I dislike something and I am also a tad depressed I tend to not really bother with it, which is bad. I wish I could have all that I have here and have my bookstore job back. I miss my bookstore JOB (not the bookstore atmosphere or management).
OK, Cat… let’s do some actual work today, ok? *nodnod*
EDIT :: Oh my gosh! I totally forgot to mention the weirdest part of my current sleeping problems, when I do actually sleep I have been having the most horrid nightmares and last night I kept dreaming about Lindsay Lohan – for no apparent reason, I don’t give two hoots about her! But there she was in my nightmare and I was her BFF or something and I think I was trying to save her soul and help her through her depression or whatever. And sometimes I think I WAS her and then when she was all committed and in isolation for serious depression I was the only one allowed in the huge cavern/factory/warehouse/secret cave thing to go talk to her and be her shoulder to lean on, but then suddenly I was watching myself walk into the underground thing and I wasn’t me, but I was her. Weird. And creepy. Where the heck did that come from, I wonder? Probably from all my Superficial reading lately. That girl seriously needs to learn to wear underpants. *shudder*