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blogust has taught me one thing

I can no longer spend a ton of my free time on the internet.

Although I feel more creative, the last place I feel like spending said creativity is here.

Metal laptops and bright computer screens just muffle my creativity.

When I am at work all day I can’t spend any more time thinking of things when I get home. I just need to relax, breathe and stay quiet for a while.

I’m not even reading much right now. Though I read a lot while on vacation.

There was so much I wanted to write about with the second half of the month’s challenge topics, but I just don’t have it in me. Coming over to my blog began to feel way too stressful and I was becoming way too anxious about having to post something.

Did I get what I wanted from blogust in the end? Yes. I forced out that creative block and it made me depressed.

Yes.

Depressed.

Which in turn made me much more interesting in being creative and writing songs, singing…

But it didn’t make me want to write more every day on this here piece o’ technology.

I need to step away from blogust and hold on to the good it did re-release in my soul.

I am just out of free time and trying to write here every night after the grueling days in the office just wasn’t fun. I was resenting my blog more than enjoying it. Alas. Reverse result. Oops.

But I did accomplish one thing. I started to FEEL again. That’s good, right?

1 comment to blogust has taught me one thing

  • envoy-ette

    You have been blogging for YEARS. It’s not as if we can’t keep track of you on Facebook. Mine is just a picture gallery now. No whining, bitching or politics. Strangly- I feel better about that.