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goddess of the cult of beautiful pain

I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. I kept choking myself awake. It was as though I couldn’t breathe all night. Not very fun, I can tell you. When my alarm went off this morning my only solace was that it is Thursday and that meant I only had to do this once more this week. Don’t know what I’m going to do next week when I have to work 5 days in a row.

I am purposely wearing a baggy university sweatshirt. You know the kind that all universities have? That one sweatshirt that’s comfy and oversized and just something you have to wear certain days? Well, I’m wearing that. I want to see if anyone will say anything about it… apparently it has been mentioned that I am “borderline”. The last time someone called me borderline I was given medication for that. I don’t think this lable comes with drugs. Wouldn’t that be nice though?

I feel frumpy today. I feel… chilled, achey, tired. I need to wear this sweater. This is the kind of day that I would be snuggled up on my couch watching TV if I could have stayed home. Or napping.

It’s going to be a long day I think. I have things to do but I’m in one of those moods where I just don’t want to. I don’t have the mental energy to do what I need to do. You’d think I’d be a little more refreshed after 10 days off. But no.

You know this stupid post would be written a lot faster if people didn’t keep walking into my office and asking me to do work related stuff. Jeez.

I’m hungry. I want to eat the sammich I brought for lunch.. but then I’ll be starving at lunch and what then? Huh? Nothing. I have no money.. I’m trying very hard not to buy a lot of stuff so that I can get my credit card paid off this year. I am going to TRY to put $200 per pay on it. So that would be like, $400 a month.. and that would have it at zero in, um.. (I hate math) in.. er…something or other months. That’s good enough for me.

Ok.. back to the real world.


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